same old me??

melancholy of a doll.


nothing i have is truly mine. 
not even you, one that reads the line.


i may have lost the reason.
then again, some people just don't know when to honestly give hope up, do they? 


:)

walk on_

when you walk through the storm 

hold your head up high

and don't be afraid of the dark 

at the end of the storm

it's a golden sky

and a sweet silver song of the lark

walk on through the wind

walk on through the rain

hold your dreams be tossed, and blow

walk on, walk on

and you'll never walk alone

you'll never walk alone.

who?

i try to forget some things.

i forgot things.

i kept on forgetting things.

sometimes i even forgot what i should have been forgetting.

oh my! who did you say you were before?

numb_

crawling under the skin

all those emotions to her eyes that's not really keen

smothering

smoldering

suffocating

slowly blowing her into smithereens

tomorrow_

And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Ya I try to believe you,
But I don't

When you say that it's gonna be,
It always turns out to be a different way,
I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today, today...

dOn't cry_

ArRahman always has 3 replies to all of our prayers; 

i) Yes

ii) Yes, but not now 

iii) I have a better plan for u

there's never a NO_

"Indeed, there is ease with hardship. Most certainly, there is ease with hardship. (94: 5-6)

p/s: trust Allah. believe in His promises. ^^

a moment like forever_

if life gives you lemon, you make lemonade. don't throw the lemons away. :)

helpless_

You could be my unintended

Choice to live my life extended

You could be the one I'll always love

You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions

You could be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can

But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

Last Breath_

From those around I hear a Cry,

A muffled sob, a Hopeless sigh,

I hear their footsteps leaving slow,

And then I know my soul must Fly!

fOrgiVe me_

Can you forgive me again?
I don't know what I said
But I didn't mean to hurt you

I heard the words come out
I felt that I would die
It hurt so much to hurt you

Then you look at me
You're not shouting anymore
You're silently broken

leT's eXceL tOgetHer_

Once there was a very handsome, pious, well educated young man, whose parents emphasised for him to get married. They had seen so many marriage proposals, and he had turned them all down. The parents thought it was becoming a little ridiculous or suspected that he may have someone else in mind.

However every time the parents left the girls house, the young man would always say ‘she’s not the one!’

The young man only wanted a girl who was religious and practicing, however one evening his mother arranged for him, to meet a girl, who was religious, and practicing.

On that evening, the young man, and girl, were left to talk, and ask each other questions. (As one would expect).

The young man, being a gentleman that he was allowed, the lady to ask first.

in tHe naMe oF lOve_

Tika mata

Diuji manisnya senyuman

Terpamit rasa menyubur harapan

Dan seketika

Terlontar ke dunia khayalan

Hingga terlupa singkat perjalanan

Tersedar aku dari terlena

Dibuai lembut belaian cinta

tHe maN whO can'T be mOved_

Going back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag, I'm not gonna move
Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am

Some try to hand me money, they don't understand
I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted man
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do
How can I move on when I've been in love with you

a girL's hearT desiRe_

Sometimes,

I want to open my hijab,

and show the world,

that I too,

am beautiful in the people's definition.

But,

deep down here,

in my little heart,

I know that beauty is by definition,

a mystery.

and it is forever more rewarding,

to be beautiful in God's eyes.

yOu say iT beSt wHen yOu saY nOtin aT aLL_

Bila belum siap melangkah lebih jauh dengan seseorang,

cukuplah cintai dia dalam diam..

kerana diammu adalah salah satu bukti cintamu padanya...

kau ingin memuliakan dia, 

dengan tidak mengajaknya menjalin hubungan yang terlarang,

kau tak mahu merosak kesucian dan penjagaan hatinya..